Your wisdom

I have cried out,

I have prayed,

but I did not receive what I desired from you.

I was so sure

that I would overcome and win,

but all that remains

is only you.

And your wisdom is greater than that of the world,

your will is perfect for me.

Maybe I do not receive because it is not good for me,

your way is better.

I do not want now

to cry in frustration,

I give no space to sadness.

I will keep going,

worshiping you.

I have no doubts, no fear to live.

One day you told me

I should not be afraid.

You are with me even on days I do not like.

I will not stop

lifting my hands,

even when they are heavy

and I am tired.